Transition weighs heavy today. This weekend’s wonderful celebration of my dear friend, Rev. Kate Hanch, put me in the same room with a lot of my favorite people — all people asking what is next for me. And the answer is that I don’t know. I have plenty of desire, but opportunity seems to be lacking.
There are questions of denomination and of service. And as much as people have tried to encourage me, there are questions of giftedness. Am I fooling myself? It is easy to feel so good when surrounded by people who seem to see you and want what you have to offer. But when that time ends? Self doubt reappears.
I don’t know where to go from here. And I’m hoping that’s okay.